Ten Million Fireflies.

Hey Blogspot,

Today was a pretty great day. I hung out with my BFFL Dylan :) I love hanging out with him. He always knows how to make me laugh. Captain Dilllard + Tituba= Best Pirates on Candid Island :D

Yesturday was Andrew's birthday. He is now 15 finally. But the age doesn't really matter to me since I consider him older than me in my head anyway x) Natalie and I went to his house and baked brownies. Then Jay and Alyssa came over and we all chilled for a bit then they left and I spent the night. Good day :)

Saturday was a really good day. It was my friends brithday party and she's like loaded so she had her party at this really nice house. I invited Alyssa with me. It was fun none the less. It was the first time we saw eachother since the break up and it went very well. But I noticed, the way I act towards her, I can see why she started liking me only as a friend. The way I acted towards her didn't change from when we were together, beside me holding her and her hands and stuff, that I miss very much :l It was weird not being able to hold her. But I got over it after we...loosed up at the party. But I'm glad were still close friends. I'm pretty much over it.
The situation, Not her...
I even saw my ex boyfriend there. Now I was NOT expecting that. But It was nice to see him. He lost a lot of weight and cut off his jew fro x) He looks good :)

But all and all, things have getting a wee bit better. Life is slowly picking its self back up and going back into rotation. Slowly, but surely :)
I even have a new crush on somone. BUT I AIN'T TELLIN NO ONE SO DON'T ASK.
It will never happen :p haha

"I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep). " -Owl City,Fireflies