Thursday, May 28, 2009

Bitches Get Beatdown.

Hey BloggSpot,

I'm so sick of people. Like serisouly, everyone is just pissing me off lately. Yesturday, I was talking to my friend Cody who also is best friend with Gingerfag. And he told me that Rodger is telling people that I went to his house and started talking shit about his girlfriend and his mum had to run me off the property calling a "fat nigger bitch". WTF?! I haven't even talked to the asshole in like 3 weeks. And then people were telling me that he said that I broke HIS heart. WTF?! ALSO, my friend Dylan told me that Rodger said that Swine wants to beat my ass. WHATTHEFUCK! Man I would fuckin stomp her! And then when i confronted them about these rumors yesturday of course Rodger's lying ass denyed it. And I told him that I already know not to trust him casue he is a pathological liar. Then I turned to Swine and asked her about her saying she wanted to fight me. She came back with "oh no im a peaceful person blah blah im a whore." But two second before I got over to them, Natalie and Daniel were talking to them and they told me that she said that she thinks I'm all talk. Does this bitch not know that I will fuck her up?! I'm so fuckin sick of high school. All this bullshit drama. >_<

And my mum! Omfg! Just casue she is fuckin insane, doesn't mean she has to take it out on me! I took a shower and when I got out, i wrapped myself in a towel and went into my room. I open my laptop and saw my Devin online. So i started talkign to him. My mum comes in and startes bitching at me about being in front my computer with only a towel on. Apperntly she thinks Ima go and show my boobies to everyone over the compter. -__- So she told me to put some clothes on and she took my computer. So after I put my jammies on, I went out in the living room to ask for it baack and she said no and not till she was done going through it. >:( WTF. She told me when she gave me the computer, she wouldn't be going through it cause its my personal business, but she decided to be a bitch and go through my computer. I don't have anything bad on it but just cause I was in the middle of something and she take it away just to be a bitch. OMFG I'm so sick of her. Like teenage daughters are always having problems with their mums, but my mum is like 10x worse just cause she suffers from depression and menopause and I'm betting on bipolar disorder. So you have to tip toe around her so she doesn't flip a shit.

I honestly wish I had a relationship with my mum that i could actually talk to her about things going on in my life. Like some of my other girl friends and there mum. They can come home from school and just be like, "OMG Mum! You never guess what happened today with that guy I like!" I can't do that with my mum. She won't care. She will either tell me to go away or "shush" me cause she's watching a show. Plus my mum has a drinking problem and drinks cause she's depress which makes it ALL so much worse. So when she starts drinking she gets all lovey and always trying to crawl into bed with me and cuddle with me. I'm 16 years old, I don't want to cuddle with my mum. So 16 years do, don't get me wrong, but that's cause they have a good relationship with their mum. Not mine. When I was little and i wanted to sleep with my mum, she would get all mad cause she didn't want me in bed with her. It's to late to fix things with her now. And it's not my fault

On a brighter note, tomorrow is Friday. I'm hanging out with some friend tomorrow including Rebecca :) I'm sorta excited to see her. I'm hopeing some chemistry will be there.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Because I Got High.

Heey BlogSpot :)

*Note: Not gonna lie, I'm pretty high right now, so excuse me now if a sentence sounds weird or words are not spelled correctly.

Today was a pretty good day all around. Nothing EXCITING happened. I hung out with Natalie and Christine and Thomas after school. Christine, Thomas, and I put theses chink drops in our eyes. Like they were from Japan or something. It was suppose to make your eyes feel much better. It burned like hell when i first dropped them in. But then they felt like a nice coool breezze!! It was niice. I'm thinking about getting a tattoo on my hands. On my right hand, on the upper palm, I want it to say "Bitches". Then on my right knuckels, I want Beat. Then on my left hand, on the upper plam, I want "Get" then on my left knuckles, "Down" So when I put my hands next to eachother with open plams and it says "Bitches Get". Then slap my hands close and put knuckels together and its says "BEATDOWN". hahaha. Ithough it would be a good idea for a tattoo x) And I wans percings too. Like my tounge and maybe a stud on my nose. I don't know. I want a lot of stuff in life. But we can't always get what we want cause if we did, i would of had Rodger,(ew nvm scratch that.) Dave or Rebecca. But he's not "emotinally" ready and Andrew and Natalie are telling me not to bother with her like that. Soo Idont know...

Blaah being High and ranting makes me more tired....
Better daays :)

Monday, May 25, 2009

If I Were A Boy.

Hey BlogSpot :)

Today as a pretty chillin day. I hung out with Andrew, our friend Kitty from school and her boyfriend who is also an old friend of mine and Andrew's. We just played some video games and watched South Park. Pretty lazy daay.

I've been talking to Rebecca a little bit lately. I've been pretty much flirting up a storm and I gusse it's working cause she says I'm making her happy. And in the minst of all this flirting, she said she really wanted to kiss me again. :) That made me smile super big casue I was thinking the saame thing. She also said that when she makes the azn smily (^_^) that it means she's super happy. and she made that smiley quite often. She gave me a little nugget of bud in the shape of a heart. I don't wanna smoke it casue it cuute lol. If i do smoke it, I wanna smoke it with her. I gusse I'm gonna try and get over Dave, since it's a waste of time and I gusse nothing is gonna happen between us :l I serisouly fail with guys. I wish I was a full on lesbian haha! So I won't have to worry about guys hurting me casue they (most, not all) don't know how to treat girls. Girls are more sensitve twoards their feelings. I like the song "If I Were A Boy" casue I feel if i did get a girlfriend, thats how i'd treat her. x)

Gingerfag and Swine lasted longer than i though. I gusse there one month is tomorrow or somthing. I hope they both have a nice herpes, syphillis life. :)

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Dancin' Fools

Hey Bloggspot,

So last night was SOO AMAZING! Yesterday in general was pretty great. I hung out with Dave :)
We had a little magical adventure to the French Banquet. I'm not gonna lie, we were looking pretty classy. haha. It took us a while to get there cause we were waiting at another trolley station for about 2 hours my friend Rebecca to meet up with us and give me something. Dave and I were suppose to get a ride to the Banquet but waiting for Rebecca took a while and we missed our ride and had to take the trolley. It was a nice trolley ride. A little quiet but nice. Then we finally got off the trolley and took the bus down by Mission Bay and went to this really nice place for the Banquet. When we got there, we were already bored, so we jsut ate and left. We wanted to go to Andrew's kickback more anyway. While waiting at the bus stop, Andrew calls me and he's like freaking out and it sounds like he's crying. He was just saying how he kicked everybody out because they were making fun of him or something. So I was all worrried casue he was alone and so i was freaking out and Dave was trying to calm me down. So I was in a real hurry to get there. Well to sum it up, when I got there, they were all just trying to hide from me and like suprise me. Those assholes -__- but it was all made better casue there was still loads of alcohol left haha! So I made me a drink right away. By like 11 o'clock, everyone was pretty trashed. We played spin the bottle. haha. at first we just did pecks but THEN we decided to just make out with the person it landed. Didn't matter if it was a boy or girl. Then we didn't even care about the bottle anymore. EVERYBODY was making out with somebody! I even made out with Andrew! Haha I don't even know how that happened. He just walked up to me, said i was his best friend, then we just started mackin! Haha! I even made out with Natalie. haha! But the main person I had on my lap all night was Rebecca. x) We were making out basicly ALL night.
She's amazing. You could say I have a little crush x) She's like really pretty and an amazing kisser! lol. It was good thing she was there because Dave apperntly didn't want to kiss me cause he said he likes me to much or somthin. But Natalie talked to him or something and he came over and made out with me. Not gonna lie, it was pretty baad x) BUT later that night people were making out even more everywhere, i was sitting therre and he said he wanted to make out with some one. And I was very wery on making out with him again since the first time was bad but this time, it wasn't. Like I got butterflys. Then when we pulled away i swear i heard him say "wow". But I was drunk so i don't really remeber, i just remeeber it was amazing :) I slept in his shirt too haha. But he kept wanting to make out with Natalie. -__- and she did make out with him for a bit. Pfff whateves, I had Rebecca. Untill Andrew's brother kept stealing her away from me. Punkass. Doesn't matter, she told me that I was a better. Score! And i gusse she likes me too (She like just told me right now). Score x2! She's pretty amazing<3

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Come Clean.

Hey BloggSpot :)

Today was an overall good day. I walked to school with Dave :) I rather enjoy talking with him. He can hold a descent conversation. Yesterday his friend told him to talk to me at lunch. He came and told me the real reason why he changed his mind. He basically said it was cause he wasn't emotionally ready. Which I can completely understand. He just shouldn't asked me in the first place and get my hopes up -__- BUT I'm not mad at him about anyways cause he's a pretty chill friend anyway :) And I guess he reads my blogs (heey Dave lol)

So Friday should be fun. I'm planning on getting high before our French Banquet. haha
I Gotta get money so Andrew's friend can get it for us. It's gonna be Me, Andrew, and two of his friends. I want Dave to come too so him and I can go to the Banquet high together lol. But I don't know if there will be enough. So I'm thinking about buying a 10sack or so later so him and I can smoke it another time :) Also after the Banquet, Andrew is having a kickback at his house. Alcohol yes. Dave wants to come and it'd be pretty cool if he could come. I'd have to talk to Andrew about it. If not, We can have our own party! haha That actually sounds like a plaan.
Well I think im gonna invite him to the bonanza next friday soo yeah that should be fun.

I've also been talking to my ex boyfriend latly. He was my first boyfriend I had. Nice southeren gentleman. That's what got me. He had a cute accent x) We lasted like exctally a month. We went out on May 5th, then "broke up" June 5th which was the last day of school. We didn't really offical break up, he didn't really talk to me that day so I just dubbed it over and we never spoke again, untill i found him on Facebook x) And we've just been talking. I sure wwished we talked this much when we were going out haha But I gusse it just didnt work out for us. I went to a diffrent school then next year anywaay to be with Andrew. But it's pretty cool we still talk :)
Whose says ex's cant be friends :)

Monday, May 18, 2009

No More Drama.

Heey Blogsopt,

You know what I can't stand more than anything? Drama! But I seem to find myself in it anyway.
And it's with two different sets of people. One group isn't really bad drama. It's just gotta do with Dave asking me out then chanigng his mind. And I wanted to know a real reason why. So like a friend of mine wants to talk to Dave.

Then the other set is with Natalie, our friend Christine, and Natalie's ex. I don't even know how i got in that one O_o. *sigh* Drama Drama Drama. This is one reason why I hate high school. All this bullshit drama.

Haha so I didn't say a word to Rodger today. But i guess he was trying to make me mad or somthing in English by showing of his sorry excuse of a hicky on his neck.
It was actually quite revolting, not gonna lie.

It would have been nice to get high today, but Andrew decided not to invite me cause he wanted it to be just him and his other friend. But turns out his friend brought a friend. And he asked if i had my pipe with me, pff like i'd let anyone take my Poppy with out me being there. I love you Andrew, but not that much. And (it's not only Andrew who does this, a lot of my other friends do it to) I hate when people call me when they're doing something that's pretty damn fun and I can hear how much fun they are having, without me -__-. Andrew decided to call me and try to hide the fact that he was high as ass. He failed. Plus his friend were laughing and shit in the background. Pff. Wtf-ever. See if he comes to the Weed Bonanza next friday, he proboly will...BUT AS OF THIS MOMMENT he is so uninvited. -__-

Ugh I'm just ranting casue im fusturated about all this shiit. Makes no goddamn sense to be SO stress of this crap. I really need to hit something or someone. Or a drink OR A BOWL. >:(
FML.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Get Crunk.

Sup BloggSpot :)
My weekend had been pretty amazing! The party Friday was pretty fun. Andrew got crossed-faded for the first time. haha we were ALL pretty cross faded. It was pretty fun beside the fact that it seemed like everyone around Andrew and I were getting some action. Laame. But whateves, we still be cool :) Andrew's parents went outta town on Friday, or should i say outta the counrty. So Andrew's brother decided to have a little kickback. My friend Sydne came to my house that night and I was talking to Andrew on AIM. He "invited" (when i say invited i mean i invited myself) over to join him so he didnt have to get drunk by himself. So Sydne drove us over to Andrew's house, and by the time I got there, Andrew had already had a cup and a half of some rum and coke. He was pretty tipsy haha. It was funny to watch him. Then i joined in on the drinking and got pretty tipsy also. I could of crashed there with Andrew but Sydne didn't feel like stay and wanted to go back to my place, so we left around 12:50. I have a feeling Andrew is gonna be my new party buddy! Haha! But in a way a feel like a mircoinch bad cause before Andrew met me he was pretty SxE BUUUT i walzted in and introduced Pot and Alcohol. But at the same time, Andrew is a smart boy and my BFFL and.....I have no idea where i'm going with this. haha SHIIIT were teenagers! What else are we suppose to do? Read a book? I THINK NOT! lol. He's still doing fine in school so its not effecting anything. So were fine!

School is almost over. In about two weeks we will be out of school. We won't start school till September 4th i think? Sometime in Septemebr. I think that is waaay to long. I hate summer break just casue I have nothing to do and school keeps me busy. I should be signing up for summer school. All my freinds are so they can get ahead. Ehh Idk. :l

So Rodger pretty much hates me, and I could care less. After my last post, the next day at school he asked me if i posted something on MYSPACE about him breaking up with his girlfriend. I tolf him i didnt post anything on myspace about it. The next day when i got home, he sent me a message calling me a liar with my last post copy and pasted in to it. Then he said,

"What the fuck man shit will never go back to that way and thanks for really wanting my relationship to go well I really believed you when you said you didnt say that, well you fuckin liar have a nice life"

Okay First of all, Wtf was he doing to me for the last 7 months? Making me think he really liked me. Telling me he "loved" me and shit. Lying to me. So why is he getting so butthurt.
And Second of all, HE DID SAY THAT HE WAS THINKING ABOUT BREAKING UP WITH HER CASUE HE SAYS SHE BITCHES TO MUCH!
I really DGAF anymore. He can have a nice life being an asshole, lying, punkass, dickheaded, GINGERFAG! (yes he is a ginger)
And I hope you read this Rodger.
Enjoy your Swine Flu.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Much Like Falling

Heey Bloggspot :)
(its 12:14am so when i say today, i mean May 14th)

So Today was a pretty chill day. Nothing exciting happened. Except in English. I overheard Rodger talking to his friend about breaking up with his girlfriend. And i'm not gonna lie, I got kinda, well not happy but like, i smiled. I just think that if/when they break up, me and him could just go back to where we were. I hate to say it, but i do miss him a lot. Even though we weren't like officaly goinf out, i still like being around him and the way he treated me. And his kisses, I miss them the most. He would kiss me on my nose and forehead and it was just super cute casue i never had a guy treat me they way he did. I miss that feeling. But if him and I don't ever go back, I have a second option.
There's this girl at my school who i sorta have a crush on. She's like a real sweetheart and makes me laugh sooo hard :) She's told me that she's used to like me and i think she still does. SO I think ima try to work with that :) pfff i dont need guys x)

Friday is gonna be SOOOOOOOOOOOO epic! It's my friend birthday party and were gonna get FUCKED UP OUTTA OUR SKULLS! haha And i'm bring Andrew with me cause he's never been drunk before. So im just gonna take his drinking virginity like i took his pot smoking virginity x)
I'm such a bad person BUT I DGAF! haha

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Get Bodied

Heey Blogspot,
Great News!!! Barbizon called me last night at accepted me! :DD I was so excited when i fouund out! I screamed in the lady's ear. haha. They said they were going to call at 7:30. When 7:30 rolled around and no phone call I thought they weren't going to calling. Then, 7:50 came and the phone rang AND IT WAS THEM CALLING TO TELL ME THEY LIKED ME AND THAT I HAD A PRETTY FACE AND GREAT CONFIDENCE AND THEY WANT ME TO WORK FOR THEM! :D
I was beyond happy! They told me to get started on it, i have to start going to classes and that they think i'm a good actor too so they want me to take classses for that also. BUT, the classes are hella expensive. The acting classes are $1,300 and well as the modeling classes. But i can do a payment plan and pay $155 at each class. It a lot of money but it will all hopfully pay well in the end :)

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Model Behavior/ Happy Mother's Day

Hiya BlogSpot :)
Happy Mother's Day! I woke at Natalie's house this morning.
She went insane last night. She invited me over last night because she had a bottle of "Hot Sex" she wanted to share with me. HaHa! It's a type of drink, get your head outta the gutter. x)

So yesterday was GREAT. I went to an open casting call for a modeling agency called Barbizon.
It was so amazing! I brought Andrew with me for support. He was just as nervous as I was! I had to walk down a little runway then at the end of it i had to read this little script then when i got off the runway they interviewed me. They said I have a pretty face and a nice walk and beautiful nails and just asked about how much i like modeling and that i need to get my grades up and that if i made it that they will call me on Tuesday at 7:30. I'm super excited! If I make it and become a model, traveling the world, Andrew will be coming with me. :) My bestest friend. I really hope I make it. I'm glad things are changing for the better :)

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Send Me On My Way

Hey BloggSpot,
Today was just like up, up,up, plunge down, up, up, plunge back down. :l
It started "up" cause i was excited to talk to Dave to tell him my answer (yes) so i was waiting all day for 7th period to roll around. Then it finally came and i was gonna tell him after school and after school he called me over and i was all anxious cause i thought he was gonna ask me what my answer was. Complete opposite. He wanted to tell me that he had a problem and that he couldn't date cause of something wrong with his family or some shiit. He said he couldn't tell me why. I told him that if he didn't tell me that i would think of it as bullshiit. Then he said he wouldn't lie to me and feels horrible. So that sucked. So after school, Andrew and my other bestfraan Daniel and we went to Harry Griffen Park and hung out wtih some other friends. We had a good laugh and had fun. Andrew and I got in a hair pulling fight and rolled down a hill and then just layed there with Daniel. Then at like 4:30 Daniel relized he had to get going back to school so his parent could go pick him up so he left. Then Andrew and I got a ride to his place and we just hung out on the computer untill we went to church. I like going to church with Andrew cause we have a fun time laughing and not paying attetion. lol So that cheered me up.
Then when I got home, Daniel's friend Joshua AIMed me asking if Daniel was at school today casue he hasnt heard from him all day. And that werid casue he calls him everyday and he wasn't even on the computer. So we were getting a little worried. Joshua kept getting Collect calls but couldn't answer them. Then he got a call from Daniel saying that he was late for his parents to pick him up and they refused to go get him. So he was wondering around the mall at 10:30 at night. I told Andrew about it and since he lives near the mall Andrew went to go look for him with his sister. They looked at our park and they walked down to the mall, then their brother went and helped then look. I'm on the phone with Andrew right now. They are still searching. It is 12:52 am. and I am worried shittless. I really hope we find him. I wanted so badly to go with them and help look, but the buses stop running at like 10. If he's at school tomorrow, ima slap the shiit outta him. I really really really REALLY hope he's okay. He's a smart boy, I'm sure he'll be okay. I hoope.<3

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

This Years Love

Heeey Blogspot :)
Today was an averagely good day. There is this guy named named Dave at my school. He is in my french class and he would always be looking at me. We became friends and have been walking to school together lately. I guess i've began to develop a little crush on him. And i could tell by the thing he said to me and the way he acted he liked me too. So we've just been getting to know each other while walking to school and we have a lot in common :) and today he proved to me that he liked me. Good thing I was looking TFTIS! (The Finest Thing In The School xD)
After French class he pulled me aside cause he wanted to talk to me, and i knew something was coming. And he tends to talk fast i gusse when he's nervous and he was talking pretty fastl lol. So he was just like " I really wanna tell you this and feel free to slap me in the face (or somthing along those lines,he was talking pretty fast lol), but I like you alot and i wanna go out wtih you." And i was just smiling the whole time. And then he was like, "but if you wanna go on a date first that's always fine." So i said yes tot he date first. I would have said yes to going out with him right there, but i wanted to talk to Andrew about it first just to get his opinion. He said if i really like him, to go for it. So I think i will. But there are just a few things wrong, we would make a REALLY odd couple since he's like some chunky emo kid x). and that his ex girlfirend, is Rodger's current girlfriend. Little akward. But i DGAF. I'm still all giddy x)! But what i'm really worried about is Natalie. I know how she gets and i don't want to her all her crap about how it's gross and some shiit. Andrew says just to not hear it. She's pretty loud so that gonna be hard.

Monday, May 4, 2009

Party In Your Bedroom

Heey Blogspot :)
Today was a pretty okay day. Can't really complain. I woke up late and was almost late to school, but luckily, Andrew's mum loves me and gave me a ride. School was just, school. Even classes weren't so bad today. Biology 2nd period is always boring. I fell alseep during a moive about the reproductive system. I know how babies are made and where they come from thank you very much.
English w/ Rodger wasn't great, but it wasn't bad. He just talks to me about stupid stuff. Now, awhile ago when him and I were still "together" and we were chillin in his room talking about stuff. And he was explaining to me why her "didn't like relationships". He said cause he "hated commitment" . (sorry for all the quotes;it just means i think its bullshit) And he put it in these terms: "It's like a KFC Variety Bucket. You don't just want popcorn chicken all the time. Cause it tasted nasty but I'll still eat it. And the potato wedges were good but you don't just wanna eat that. You want variety. But you Tia, your the soda in this, your always good."
Yes, he compared his relationships to food. -__-" And it seems a lot of guy tend to do that. But anyway, he was talking to me in English and he said something about popcorn chicken. And i was just like, "yeah you have nasty popcorn chicken right now, but you know what? I'm still the soda." and he just nodded his head. I really don't know why i still like him so much. Cause I know for a fact, that WHEN him and his girlfriend break-up that we will probably go back to where we left off. I really don't want that cause i've tried before to resit him...i failed horribly. I think the only way i'll get over him is if I find someone new. I have one guy in mind, but i don't know yet. Andrew says i should go for it cause he does like me. But I just don't know yet. Mabey if him and I hang out some more.
I hung out with Andrew after school today too. I love the hair pulling fights we get into. They are amazing haha. They get pretty serious x). Today we got into a mini water fight in his living room. He had a wet paper towel i used to soak up some water off the carpet (which was gross to wring out all over my face D:) and i had a like squirt bottle and was just squirting it all in his face. haha
Oh man i love my best friend<33
Odd Periods tomorrow at school, 3rd,5th and 7th. I only really like 5th casue my group, Titty To The 5th, is in there. Plus i have Math testing. I really can't wait to get out of school. School is one of the many things that stress me out day after day. But whatever, casue im living life one day at a time. "It doesn't matter how fast I get there, doesn't matter what's on the other side, it's the climb"

lolYEAH IM CHEESY AND YEAH I JUST QUOTED MILEY CYRUS!
IT'S A GOOD SONG!
x)

The Blower's Daughter

Heya Blog Spot :)
(It's 12:40 so when i say today, i mean May 3rd)
Today was a kinda lazy day with Natalie. We were going to go downtown to pick up my new camrea, but we got sorta wrapped up in Degrassi and Zoey 101. I also had the Torrid "Fashion Show". Huge Bust. It was basicly after hour shopping with discounts. And since I didn't have any money, it was pretty laame. I was with a few friends. Im glad ALL the people said that they were going to go, didn't. It would have been kinda emberssing.
Besides that, nothin exciting happened today, besides me looking FINE AS HELL! x)
And for nothing. The Male Models there werent even that cute. lol
Eww school tomarrow. I really don't wanna go. Especially since i have even periods. That means 2nd, 4th, and 6th. And Rodger is in my 6th. Don't really care to see him.
I talked to his girlfriend today on myspace. i just told her how she should just be careful about him and not to believe every little thing he says. He tends to lie a LOT.
Oh Well, life goes on, and I just gotta Grin And Bare it. :)

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Dear Heart, Love Tia

Hello Blog Spot :)
This is my first entry. Some friends of mine signed up for this and decided it might be a fun thing to do :)
I woke up at my besties Andrew's house today. He was hitting me ont he butt with a remote to wake me up casue he was having dreams about spiders x) I'm so glad i have him baack :)
My friend Natalie is spending the night tonight. I was suppose to hang out with another friend, Daniel, but he couldn't get out for some reason. Today i turned in my application for the Torrid Model Search. Im super excited for that. I hope i make it. A few of my good friends are gonna come and watch me strut my stuff on their runway tomorrow. It's just a mini fashion show so it's all good. At least it's something.
One person who said he might go but I REALLY hope he doesn't is an "old flame" of mine. Rodger.
But he's really not a man of his word so i doubt seeing him there. Long story with him but i guarantee that I'll be writing quite a lot about him. Basically, with him is that for the last 7 months, he completely screwed me over. We would act like we were together, when other people were not around -__- but he would tell me how much he liked me and shit like that. But he would keep telling me that i should find someone else and to basically stop liking him. But how could I when every time we hung out we all we would do would kiss and stuff. Well apparently he didnt like me as much as he said he did cause he has a new girlfriend. Who, I may add, is not very pretty.
Now don't go thinking im one of those girls that if i dont like a girl, ill call them ugly and stuff, no. If she was pretty i would admit it and i wouldn't be as upset as i am. But this girl is just a nasty snaggeled tooth nasty! and that makes me feel like shiit that he "downgraded" (as my friends say) to her. Whatever, he missed out on a MODEL! x)
Don't get me wrong, i really don't have anything aginst her, i'm just upset that SHE was the one that the guy i like oh so much who has his heart. Natalie and I call her Swine. Mean, i know.
Her name is really Destine O_o
Hmm it seems like many people are hooking up lately and, once again, left outta the loop.
Bed Time, Au Revoir!

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