We All Turn Back To Dust.

Hi BlogSpot,

It's 9AM. I really should be in bed resting. I went to Jazzy's kickbaack. Got Muffed up outta my mind. But that was the fun part. Being drunk with Andrew and Natalie is always fun. Andrew almost got devoured. This huge guy, who is an angry drunk I've learned, said Andrew touched him and Andrew was only trying to help. But that guy got all mad. I had to protect him from that huge mofo. But then it all got better and people made up. Then I was helping other people. Like This girl Sam. She was drunk outta her mind, but I did my best to take care of her even though I was proboly just as drunk. Then when everybody left, Andreew Natalie, that huge angry guy and I made our way over to the bathrooms when we made "camp". I could hardly sleep. I was waking up every two minutes to throw-up. It was horriable. And the thing is, I didn't eat anything that day. So it made it like 10x WORSE!. When we finally got up to go at like 4:30 in the morning. I was still feeling like shit. On the Trolley ride.....ooh not good...the swaying of the trolley was NOT a good thing at all for my condition. I'm a bad person :l Then Andrew went to Natalie house so they could go to summer school and i get went to the trolley station. I feel asleep waiting for the bus casue I was there at like 5 and the first bus didnt leave untill like 5:45. So I just slept. I slept on the bus ride home. Went in my house, changed in my jammiies and I slept some more. Then My mum called me asking if I was home...She didn't suspect a thing :) Buutt I don't know. After tongiht, I don't think i'm gonna go to anymore kickback for a while. The morning after just isn't worth it.

I'm gonna go back to sleep.

Simple & Clean

Hi Blogspot.

Today was a pretty fun day if I must say so myself. I Hung out with Rebecca, Alyssa, Her Boy-Thing, and Jay. We just all hung out at the Santee trolley Circle and Rebecca and I played my guitar for tips. We made 70 cents. And that's because Alyssa's boy thing, Tyler, his friends put it in there. But his friend were such douchebags and they were just yelling and talking when Rebecca and I were trying to make music to get some money. So her and I walked off to find a diffrent place. Then Jay faggot face comes with us and scares everyone away when were trying to play. Then the rest of them come over and ruin everything. Alyssa baought a little plastic top hat to put tips in when we play and the damn thing would have been full of money if Jay wasn't so obnoxious. But overall, it was a pretty good day :)
I think I like her again :l

Jazzy is having another Kickback Thursday. Natalie and I are gonna go again and this time were bring Andrew :D But this time, we've got a plan and my mum won't shit of my life this time ^_^
And also were gonna come prepared. Since we won't have anywhere to crash again. We are just gonne bring blankets and be prepared to sleep outside haha.

I gusse my summer is getting a little better :)
I'm leaving on July 24th to go visit my sister in Denver. That should be fun :)

Lock-Down

Hey Blog Spot,

It's been a little bit. Not much has happened. I got grounded since i went to a friend of mine's kickback and i didn't call my mum and tell her where i was. But oh well, it was worth it. Besides Natalie and I not having anywhere to crash soo we had to sleep in the baseball feild we were chillin at. It was sooo cold and we were soooo drunk lol. I've been stuck inside for the past week. I need to get out! I miss Andrew :(

I don't think i like anyone right now. Since my mum took my laptop away i haven't been talking to Rebecca. So i guess I'm over her. Nothing was gonna happen between us anyway :l I did like this other girl named Jazzy. She's the one who had the kickback. I met her a while back at another friends party. I was kinda flirting with her that night even though we were piss drunk. Then I developed a crush on her. Then we never talked, and she went out with other people so I got over her. Then we started talking a little bit and i started to like her again and she invited me to her kickback and i was kinda excited to see her. But at the party there were other girls on her and stuff like that and i thought she liked someone else. But it's like whateves I don't think she would go for me any who. I fail in the relationship deparment.

Since I'm grounded and I've been stuck innside, I feel like my summer is wasting away. Plus even if i wasn't grounded i couldnt go anywhere anyway. I lost my bus pass. I lost it like the day before the last day of school. So i screwed casue the majority of my friends live a bus and a trolley ride away. I was very weary on telling my mum cause i've lost a few other bus passses in the past. And i needed it cause i have a Dr Appt. tomorrow and since my mum is stupid and she can't drive the car, we gotta take the bus and trolley there. But at the momment, we're like super poor. So she cried when i told her i lost it. She cried casue she says im throwing away money. I feel like shiit casue she says i make her feel like shiit. My life is just shiit right now. but you know what they say. Things get worse before they get better.

All The Things She Said.

Sup bloggspot.

I've been sick for the last few days. I feel muuch better now. I had a sore throat on Thursday, which was the last day of school. I'm suprised I didn't get emotional like usually do on the last days. Maybe cause i wasn't feel well. I was suppose to have another Douchbag Adventure with Serina and our friend Erin but I just wasn't really feeling it so I just went to Andrew's house so I didnt have to go home so I spent the night. On Friday, I just slept all day and Andrew nursed me back to health. My BFFL<33 :)

Nothing really interesting. Still talking to Rebecca :) She said she still likes me, BUT she's still with her boyfriend, who I do not take kindly to at all. Not only casue he's with her, but some things i've been told about him. But she thinks he's "perfect". She's blinded by love right now. But she'll see soon enough. But when she falls I'll be sure to catch her:)

God I'm soo cheesy xD

The Douchebag Adventures Of Serina & Tia

Hello BloggSpot :)

Today was a super fuun day with my BFFL Serina. We had an Epic adventure. After school, we took the Trolley to Santee and went to Mast park. We find this like PERFECT spot like deep in the jungle thing. We just sat there and blazed it up.Then on our waay to get some food, Serina was just acting crazy. She is super fun to be around when high! It was funny when I got Micky D's and we sat on the bridge and ate it. Now, Serina is a vegetarian. And she kept trying to attack me for my burger, BEGGING for a bite. She said she would eat one of the ducks if i didnt give her a bite. I laughed everywhere. She eneded up not getting a bite. I saved her from eating a poor cow, that I had no problem eating lol. Then we decided to find Jay to hang out with him casue he makes me laugh. I knew what street he lived on, just didn't know which house. So we texted Rebecca and asked her if she knew. She texted back like forever later after me and Serina like, walked away back to the park. We get Jay's number from her, and we call him up and tell him to get down there. We waited for half and hour and Serina was being impatiant so we left and walked back to the trolley station and went to barnes and nobles. We were so burnt out by then. It was pretty ridiculous. But I had fun :)

I just recently talked to Rebecca over Aim, I gusse she has a boyfriend now. That was kinda a slap in the face but at the same time I knew something like that would happen. We were talking (the guy she is with is sorta a dick btw) and then she asked if she could tell me something. I said of course and then she said this:

" i very much like you. but i dont think, i could go out with a girl. or else.. i prolly wouldve asked you out by now."

Hmmm :l I didn't really know how to respond to that. So i just said that it was nice to know and im glad she told me and that I'm still here for her. Which is all 100 percent true.
2009 is just not my year so far. I've been rejected 3 times already. FML. I fail.

Sleep sounds quite amazing.

Stay The Night.

Heeey Bloggspot,

We only have two more days of school! I'm pretty excited but at the same time, I don't want school to end. School keeps me busy and not bored at home. I should have signed up for Summer school, but I'm to lazy to get up if i REALLY don't have too lol.

Last night i got a GREAT night of sleep. Two reasons: one cassue i was high, and too cause i hadn't slept in two days. Friday night i slept at Andrew's. Then Saturday I went home and waited for my friend Ivan to come over because he was going to the Rock & Roll Marathon to vollenteer with me on Sunday. We had to wake up at 3AM. We (well I did) stayed up untill 3 and didn't bother getting any sleep. So I didnt sleep saturday night. Then Sunday ngiht Rebecca was having some problems, so I stayed up with her via AIM untill 4AM. We talked about a bunch. I liked it :) untill i fell asleep on her D: but it was okay casue i saw her on Monday. (which was yesturdaay) I had a great time with her and our friend Jay. We made out again, thanks to jayy :) Jayy is fun as hell to be around when your high xD

Last Friday was pretty fun too, besides Andrew being an ass. He was makin me mad on purpose. And he was making me sound like such a creeper. Emberessing me in front of her. Asshole -__- but yesturday was better anywho. Andrew seems like he doesn't want me to like her or somthing. I don't know whhyy. Maybe something he's not telling me? I dgaf. Haha All i know is that I like her. I don't even know if she still likes me. It was most likely just a little thing thing. But i DGAF once more casue she's still pretty amazing :)

Sleeep sounds good right about now :)