At Last.

Hey Blogspot,

I'm am pretty much the happiest I've been this whole year. Yup, I'm finally going out with Alyssa :)
I spent the night at her house last night and we were drinking a little bit and laughing. Natalie kept calling Alyssa being a bug! But I gusse I owe her some credit. x)
The whole night I wanted to ask her out, but she did tell me she wanted some time. So I decided not too. Then today we just chilled at her house all day. We watched Pokemon:The First Movie.
Then we played on OMGPOP. (Shit's addicting) And we just chilled pretty much. The her dad took me home. Once I got home, Natalie Aimed me saying I should REALLY ask Alyssa out and I told her about what she said about waiting a bit. AND THEN, I get a message from Alyssa and it's her saying she was to shay to ask me out today in person but really wanted too and she regret saying that she needed time. Then she asked if I would would I go out with her. I was just like,"I thought you'd never ask<3" I was so happy. I STILL am!
This is gonna work out
I have faith in this<33

You Had Time.

Hi Blogspot,

Today was a pretty lazy day at Andrew's. Nothing interesting.
Alyssa spent the night at my house the other night. We watched "Identity" then got high then watched "Halloween". Then fell asleep. When we woke up and I made breakfast for her again :)
We watched the rest of "Halloween" and then chilled and talked. Then we went and smoked again in my bathroom. That was really fun. "DID YOU HEAR THAT?!"
We had a great time when she was here. I was soooo close to asking her out. Like that was seriously all I thought about all that day and last night and the beginning of today.
I was commenting her today and told her I was in a INTENSE THINKING MODE! And she asked what I was thinking about. So I told her I was thinking about her and me and how I wanted to be with her. I had REALLY bad butterflys in my tummy waiting for her to reply. They all fell to the pit of my stomach when she replied. She asked if I would be mad if she said she wanted a little bit more time. I was kinda confused. And I still am. I was gonna ask what for, but I decided to just tell her I had all the time in the world. Which I do and I'm patient. It's just that I think waay to much about things. And when I do think, It's always bad. I always have negative thoughts about things like this. It sucks really bad. Over thinking shit is bad.
I hate falling for people so fast.
The best I can do is wait. I really hate the waiting game. I've been playing it waaay to much this year.
I hope this won't turn out like the Rebecca situation. Speaking of which..her and her boyfriend broke up. I feel bad for her cause I knew how she felt about him and still does. But now he can't hurt her anymore.
If Alyssa and I hadn't gotta so close, I would have jumped at that chance. But we did and I won't and now I'm gonna wait for Alyssa and see where it goes. Hopfully a different route than Rebecca and I. That one had no chance in Hell. But maybe Alyssa and I will be different. But if not...I don't know. I'm just hoping it all works out in the end.

Sooner Than You Think

Hiya blogspot,

Today was a pretty lazy day. I hate lazy days alone. Alyssa could have been here with me but no. My mum's a hoe.
I talked to Alyssa about things. I can't really describe how happy she makes me. When I talk to her and especially when I'm with her. These feeling like crep up on me. haha but they aren't bad at all.
I can never say enough how glad I'm that we got close this summer :)
And I'm excited that we're gonna be together soon<3
I can't wait to see her tomorrow.

And I DGAF about what ANY of you think.
(Unless your suportive ^.^)

It's All For The Best

Hey Blogspot,

Little late writing in the blog but oh well.
I hung out with Alyssa today and had a great time. I always have fun when I'm with her.
I woke up like all happy today. Even when my mum woke me up for some stupid reason, I was all happy. She took forever to get to my house though cause she was school shopping x)
When she got over her, we took the bus and the trolley and rode to Downtown and ate at Jack in te box and played iSpy. Then we took the trolley to the Seaport village Stop and drank the rest of my maddog x) After that we took the trolley back and then took the long way back to my house since we were early. When we got to my house we decided to watch Saw5.
So all and all is was a pretty nice day
We have pretty magical times when we're together :)
Makes me happy once again that we became so close this summer
"No Matter What They Say, I'll Protect You. They Try To Hurt You I Will Be Your Spiderman"<3



Andrew's parents might go outta town again this week. MIGHT being the key word. But if they do, PARTY AT ANDREW'S! Fun Times x)

Ivan, Your a lame homo who is addicted to OMGPOP and needs an intervention<3

Happy

Hey blogspot,

Today was a pretty chill day. My Mum woke me up and took me to Denny's. she's been doing that like every weekend lately. Ehh Free Food :D Then I went to hang out with Andrew at his house.
Left my make-up so I can't look all pretty for Alyssa tomorrow :p Then Andrew and I walked to Telitubbie park. I'm always worried that I'm gonna run into Rodger and his girlfreind there one day. >_< Then the park got boring so we walked down to the mall and walked around Barnes and Nobles. I almost ate him. He crosses the line sometimes. But I still love him even if he is a BIG OL' MUDBUTT sometimes<33


I'm so very glad I told you how I felt about you
And I'm oh so very happy you feel the same.
Don't worry, I'm patient. <3

Take My Hand, Take my Whole Life Too.

Hiya Blogspot,

Today was bunches of fun. I went shopping with Devin. We first went to Torrid then we went to North Park and went Thrift Store shopping. I got a flannel shirt for $1! I will be going back there sometime soon haha. I love hanging out with Devin! My BFF<33

Thoughts going through my head right now:
School is almost here!
Wtf is this feeling of loneliness i get off and on
I think know I like someone, But don't know if I should...

Por qué??

Hey Blogspot,

Summer is coming to a close finally. I am super pumped for school! I'm going to be a Junior.
I'm excited but scared at the same time. It feels like it was only yesturday that I was in elementry school, swing on the swing sets and playing in the dirt. These school years are going by so fast and the next thing you know, I'm gonna be outta High School. It's funny how I don't feel any older. I might look it, but I don't feel it at all. Birthdays will go by but I still feel the same.
My school years are almost over and I still have my bestest friends by my side. And for that I'm thankful.

This summer has been one of the best. Not much has happended, but I met cool people and had some fun times and laughs. I'm really glad Alyssa and I became besties. We have became very close. Makes me happy :) I really hope we remain friends for a long time.

I like this quote from this short film "Try"
"It's funny how life works. The things you try to hold on to, try to remeber, those are what you end up losing. And everything to try to forget, or throw away, those are the things that end up staying. Like I said, It's funny"

The Douchebag Adventures Of Serina And Tia w/ Special Guest

Good Evening Blogspot

Today was pretty tiring. I hung out with Serina and Alyssa. Our original plan like exploded and nothing was going our way. We had major missions to do. First when Serina came over and we left, I need to get the money my sister sent to me but there was much trouble there and I ended up not being able to get the money that I need cause we wanted to get a 20 sack for Alyssa's friend. So Serina and I put the money we had together to get it.
Then, once we got to Santee, we had to walk forever away to meet up with Alyssa'a friend.

"AHMYGOD! I DIDN'T REALIZE THIS WAS STILL IN MY HAND!"

But before we went over there we stopped by Rebecca's house so i could give her her keychain.
ooooh jeeez :/

Then Alyssa's friend picks us up in the middle of the street and we go all the way to the other side of Santee and wait for about 20 mins for Cody's, Alyssa's friend, for his friend to bring the bud.
He finally come and Serina and I smoke a bowl. Then Alyssa's girlfriend called her and she had a crisis. So we had to leave and go get her. So Cody's friend gave us a ride.

"{Insert sad comment by Alyssa here}" Serina:"oh my god.....WE'RE IN A JUNGLE!"

Then we went to parkway with her girlfriend and there was this guy saying "Hi" to me at the trolley station and he kept poping outta no where. And I gusse he knew me casue I sure as hell had no idea who he was. But he kept popping out of the most random places and sitting with us and talking about random ass shit. Found out eventually his name was Cody. Still had no idea.
I also saw Rebecca with her boyfriend. -_- it took all my strength not to fly over the bench and snap his fuckin neck.
Serina and I were waiting for Alyssa to come back from walking her girlfriend home. Then when she came back we went and took the trolley back to Santee to hang out with Jay. We tried to go in the Vortex, but the vibe there was very depressing and there were bugs everywhere! We smoked a bowl there then took pictures in the dark. On the walk back Jay was scaring us with his ridiculousness. Him and Alyssa walked us tot he front of the park then we said out goodbyes. As we were walking, we hear Jay's loud ass yelling at ass from like a mile away and we could hear him like he was right next to us.

"OH TIA AND I CAN SMELL YOUR POO FROM HEEEERRREEEE"

All and all it was a pretty nice and tiring day. I'm about ready to pass out.
Movie day with Vinny Tonmrow :)

There's Gotta Be A Morning After.

Hey Blogspot,

My kickback was a bust. It didn't even feel like my party. And then i didn't even get to stay.
I bought a lot of alcohol. I didnt even get to drink any of it. My mum fails on my life.
Ima try and get emancipated from her, if its the last thing I do.

I spent everyday this week with Andrew. I missed him :)
I haven't seen Alyssa yet. That makes me sad.
But ima see her Saturday :D

Home (Not So)Sweet Home

Hey Blog Spot

I'm Home! Yay. -_- I got home at like 11. And came home to a drunk mum. Nice one mum. And we did nothing but argue since I've been here. That's all her fault. She really needs to stop drinking.
So shit like us yelling at eachother doesnt happen. 98.9% of the time we argue, she is at least tipsy.
She needs help.

Well I can't have my kickback at Jazzy's cause I gusse her mum won't let her have anymore parties or somthing. BUT Natalie's friend Haley saved my life and is letting me have it at her house. :D
Hopfully my mum doesn't come and shiit on my life like always.
Coming home to my mum is like the only thing I DIDN'T look forward too. I miss my sister already :(

I'm counting down the days till I go back.

Tower Of DOOM.

Hey Blogspot,

Yesturday was OH SO AMAZING! My sister and niece and I went to Elitch Gardens. Its this HUGE amusment park with a buttload of rides. I rode on this rollercoster with a loop for the first time! My niece would be afraid everytime we would go in line for a ride and get all pouty cause she didnt wanna go on, but after she got off she wanted to go on again. My sister made me go on the Tower of Doom! It was on of those rides that take you up and DROP you down. I HATE those rides. I would ride everything else, except that one. But she made me. It was a 200 foot drop. I almost pissed my self. But I had fun.

I miss all my friends terriably! I can't wait to get home and see them! That's the only reason why I won't stay another week. My friends NEED ME! xD My plane leave at 9:00 at NIGHT. I've never flew at night before. I'm going to the airport in my jammies ^^

Andrew and I are going to the beach with some friend on Monday. That should be fun :D
Then Thursday, my kickback at Jazzy's. That should be funner!

I'll Take The Chain From Off The Door

Hey Bloggspot

Yesturday I helped my sister move into her new house. Her other house was much bigger but she says this one is much cleaner since they had some problems when they moved into the other one. I really want a house with a basement. That would be pretty amazing.

So I found a place to have my "Welcome Back Kickback". Jazzy is kind enough to let me have it at her house. So that should be fun :)

I think I'm gettin a little home sick. But not HOME home. I just miss my friends, very much :(
BUT i'll be home in a week. I keep having dreams that I'm at home, and I'm all pissed off casue I wanted to stay in Denver...hmm...idk.

Don't Worry y'all! I'll be home sooner than ya know it!