All this stops now. These feelings you have for her need to stop cause it's never gonna happen again. Be fuckin thankful you guys are still friends. That should be enough. That's all you need, you said yourself. " I don't need someone else to be my "significant other" to make me happy...." But you know deep down you do. You actually don't NEED to but it would help. I don't understand why you're so hung up on her. You guys dated for what? Two? Three weeks? What is that compared to other couples that last months and years. It's nothing. You guys have such a great time when you two are together. Don't go messin shit up just cause you're being a pussy bitch about the situation
You seriously just need to suck it up and move on. Sure, you can cry a few rivers, but you better build a damn good stable bridge and get over it. You saw the tittle, I know you did, and you wanted it to be about you. It's not. I know how much you want it to be. But there is a 99.9% it's not. Don't hold your fuckin breathe on that last percent. I don't mean to be so negative. But this is the only way your gonna get through to yourself. She was an amazing girlfriend, you know this. She's a great friend too, can't you just settle for that? I know you're always gonna have that little speckle of hope that she will suddenly change her mind. I know you believe in second chances and thirds and sometimes even forths. You just gotta go with the flow of things. Sometimes they might not go the way you planned or hoped, but Life's a bitch and then you die.
Nuff said.
So maybe in the far far future, something might happen, and if not, oh well. But you're gonna always have that that little ounce of hope huh? Ha, I know you too well.
Love Always,
Tia
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