Lock-Down

Hey Blog Spot,

It's been a little bit. Not much has happened. I got grounded since i went to a friend of mine's kickback and i didn't call my mum and tell her where i was. But oh well, it was worth it. Besides Natalie and I not having anywhere to crash soo we had to sleep in the baseball feild we were chillin at. It was sooo cold and we were soooo drunk lol. I've been stuck inside for the past week. I need to get out! I miss Andrew :(

I don't think i like anyone right now. Since my mum took my laptop away i haven't been talking to Rebecca. So i guess I'm over her. Nothing was gonna happen between us anyway :l I did like this other girl named Jazzy. She's the one who had the kickback. I met her a while back at another friends party. I was kinda flirting with her that night even though we were piss drunk. Then I developed a crush on her. Then we never talked, and she went out with other people so I got over her. Then we started talking a little bit and i started to like her again and she invited me to her kickback and i was kinda excited to see her. But at the party there were other girls on her and stuff like that and i thought she liked someone else. But it's like whateves I don't think she would go for me any who. I fail in the relationship deparment.

Since I'm grounded and I've been stuck innside, I feel like my summer is wasting away. Plus even if i wasn't grounded i couldnt go anywhere anyway. I lost my bus pass. I lost it like the day before the last day of school. So i screwed casue the majority of my friends live a bus and a trolley ride away. I was very weary on telling my mum cause i've lost a few other bus passses in the past. And i needed it cause i have a Dr Appt. tomorrow and since my mum is stupid and she can't drive the car, we gotta take the bus and trolley there. But at the momment, we're like super poor. So she cried when i told her i lost it. She cried casue she says im throwing away money. I feel like shiit casue she says i make her feel like shiit. My life is just shiit right now. but you know what they say. Things get worse before they get better.