Much Like Falling

Heey Bloggspot :)
(its 12:14am so when i say today, i mean May 14th)

So Today was a pretty chill day. Nothing exciting happened. Except in English. I overheard Rodger talking to his friend about breaking up with his girlfriend. And i'm not gonna lie, I got kinda, well not happy but like, i smiled. I just think that if/when they break up, me and him could just go back to where we were. I hate to say it, but i do miss him a lot. Even though we weren't like officaly goinf out, i still like being around him and the way he treated me. And his kisses, I miss them the most. He would kiss me on my nose and forehead and it was just super cute casue i never had a guy treat me they way he did. I miss that feeling. But if him and I don't ever go back, I have a second option.
There's this girl at my school who i sorta have a crush on. She's like a real sweetheart and makes me laugh sooo hard :) She's told me that she's used to like me and i think she still does. SO I think ima try to work with that :) pfff i dont need guys x)

Friday is gonna be SOOOOOOOOOOOO epic! It's my friend birthday party and were gonna get FUCKED UP OUTTA OUR SKULLS! haha And i'm bring Andrew with me cause he's never been drunk before. So im just gonna take his drinking virginity like i took his pot smoking virginity x)
I'm such a bad person BUT I DGAF! haha